Oh so very unnecessary.
You know the feeling like your tiptoeing around a “thing” that should be hashed out, and fast before it goes horribly wrong. Well, it’s just about to take that “horribly wrong”-turn. And I don’t know how to stop it. I try and try and try to explain how I feel or how I think but it just doesn’t get there. Maybe I need to just say stop, I can’t do this anymore. Maybe I need to scream and yell. But I don’t think even that would work. And I would probably just make a fool out of myself, but then again aren’t I already doing that if I leave things the way they are? Ok, ok I know I’m overthinking this. Spending a sleepless night wachting 10 Gilmore Girls episodes in a row will do that to you. I should just get some sleep. And stop writing in english, with baad baaaad grammar (and probably spelling too).
